Woke up this morning extremely tired. Everything went so slow, even a snail could have done it faster. Maybe it was because I knew what I had to start dealing with today. Legal stuff for mom. Her retirement from Sweden, her bank account, bills etc etc etc. We talked a lot about it when she was alive, she wanted to put my name on the account but never did. She was too weak to make it to the bank. Now I have to figure out how to get necessary court documents in order to do what needs to be done. It is a mess. I try to call people to get answers on how this process works but no one answers the phone, nor do they call me back. Add to all this mess everything I have to sort with in Sweden… good grief… well well, just to try as best as I can. But to deal with all this also makes me miss mom so much. She was my rock and she knew how all this kind of stuff could be solved in the most smooth way. Well, now it is up to me to prove that I am her only daughter and family left behind.

I had a doctors appointment with my cardiology team today. Wanted to know their opinion about last weeks “diagnosis” which I don’t agree with at all. But I never made it there. A major accident on I-20 made me so delayed that we had to reschedule.

I have no information about the drivers involved but my thoughts and prayers goes out to them! It took me almost 1.5 hour to even make it to the scene where we could get off the interstate and it was only 1.3 miles from where the back-up started when I got there. I called the doctors office right away when I realized I would be late but after one hour in and barely no movement I called them again and asked if they wanted me to come despite being over 1.5 hour late or if they wanted to re-schedule. They chose the later so I got an appointment for Thursday instead. I read on Facebook that it wasn’t until 4 hours later that the interstate was back open again so it was a bad wreck for sure!

Well… tomorrow is another day at work. Early morning so I need to go to bed in decent time. I may not sleep but at least rest.