Nervous Or Scared?

I have a mix of excitement, nervousness and plain scaredness today. My next song “The Winner Takes It All” has been released. There is no return now. It’s out there for the public to judge. Do they like it or do they hate it? Probably won’t tell me regardless… because people don’t do that anymore. They rarely care… so I will have to look at the stats in a week to see how many people that listened to the song… But I am pleased with the recording. I like the end result of it. And I hope that you do too!

I have done more promotion for this release than any other release. I almost feel I have harassed people with it but it is the only way I know how to get it out there. I need help to spread the word about it. So sorry if you think I’m a pain in the ass for pushing so hard.

Today is also my birthday. Not a lot of people know that. I am not posting about it on social media because of previous birthday’s bad experiences. So to save myself from disappointment I just keep quiet about it. It’s another day for the rest of the world, and me being a year older doesn’t make any difference really. But I am going to make myself a good breakfast with french toast. Then I am heading to the barn and on my way home getting some groceries for myself to cook. Traditionally a steak, baked potato and some dessert. So it will be a quiet day at home, trying to promote the song instead, hoping that someone will like it and say something!

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