What would I do without my animals? Seriously? Wednesday was a rough day at work. A call reminded me of a very rough time of my life. It was so hard to keep the tears back. Another patient accused me for stealing his belongings. Why would I do that? Then he said serious threats against me to the nurse after I left. Serious enough for them to call security when we came back with the next patient. On top of that we had to work over an hour. It was just one of those days when you wonder why you do this job. So even being late and super tired come to the horses and feel their love and then home to the dogs makes things so much better.

Thursday was a better day but I felt drained. I only got about 3.5 hours of sleep I think. It was E! Terrell show in the evening. Edgar Cruz and the brave amigos. Great show! But I had to leave in intermission. I was too tired. I became dizzy and I had the half hour drive home to Terrell. I was afraid to collapse. But I made it home thankfully.

Woke up this morning and felt crap. I don’t know if I’m about to get sick or if it’s just the last days of work and lack of sleep. I was supposed to record the next song today but I figured already last night that it would be too much. I am so glad we postponed it to next week. I got the music and it is so awesome! I don’t know what else to say. I am so excited. So I want to be on my best when I go into the studio. That is not today, for sure. We are getting very bad weather this afternoon as well so I’m glad I can just stay home and be with the dogs.

Overachiever… maybe I am… but I like sending cards. Christmas cards, birthday cards, whatever cards. And I am now done with the Christmas cards for this year and the promotion cards for the song. That moment when you walk into the post office and buy 10 books of stamps… I know I’m not the only one but still… it’s 200 darn stamps!

So if you don’t get a Christmas card from me… I don’t have your address. As simple as that. And I asked to get help to update my address book but actually NOBODY did. So it’s not my fault… But I am proud that it is all done and ready to go in the mail in December!