I thought today would be a more emotional day than it has. I know I have a rough week ahead of me as next Saturday it is two years since mom passed away. I had made up my mind that I wouldn’t do anything, try to not leave the house today. That I accomplished. I started the day with cooking a good breakfast. I rarely eat breakfast but this is what I would have done if mom was here. The difference was that I ate it together with the dogs instead…

I think you can figure out who ate what… haha. It was really good.

After eating all that I had to mow the yard. We would get 92 degrees in the afternoon so there was no reason to wait. But… yesterday I pulled all muscles and tendons in my left lower leg. So I am limping pretty bad. So you could just imagine how it looked like when I was humping behind my push mower at 8am to get this done. My neighbors must have laughed so hard at me because that was not pretty!!! I was supposed to do some weed eating as well but I was beyond exhausted when I was done with the mowing. I was done. But if I wouldn’t get it done the City would send me another note because it is growing crazy with the rain we had last week. Now I don’t have to think about it until next Monday. That will be my next day off.

I had announced that I would release a Mother’s Day episode of the Swexan Podcast today and I was very glad I could record it sitting down. My poor leg was burning and so painful while I got that done…

So the rest of the day has just been about taking a nap before the Swedish Livecast Mellan Himmel & Jord. I thought that we were on for 4pm but got a message from Tone at 3 asking for the link so there was no time for makeup or anything today… yehaaaa. And don’t ask me where one hour and twenty minute passed… but her and I can chitchat about anything and nothing… sorry it’s in Swedish guys!

So this weekend has now come to an end… I have a long week ahead of me with work every single day. I am on the box Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. We have Continuing Education (CE) day on Thursday and then back on the box Friday, Saturday and Sunday. Saturday will be emotional, that is exactly two years since mom’s passing. I thought about taking off that day but I know that won’t help or make it better. Probably just worse. It’s better for me to be busy and do something.
So if you don’t hear from me for another week, don’t worry, I am working!