I knew this was going to be a hard episode to record. But I wanted to do some kind of tribute to 9/11 in the podcast. So I decided to tell the story of what I did that day, 9/11/2001. Because for me it was both a happiest day of my life and an emotional day. To record this episode brought up so many memories and emotions. I was sitting afterwards crying like a baby. Missing mom, grandma and grandpa so much. Missing Sweden, friends, the life I had etc. So many questions came up in my head. Did I do the right thing? Should I stay here in Texas or move back? Am I happy here? Where else would I be? What would it be if I moved back? Should I move somewhere else? I wasn’t prepared for all that to come back to me. But for now, I am staying here in Texas, not moving anywhere so don’t worry…