Today is the day. I so wished I could release the video with this but I still have not seen it! Honestly I doubt that it will ever be in my hands now. But I am so glad that I decided that today, on my mom’s 72nd birthday (RIP mom! I miss you!) I was going to release the song, with or without video and here it is!!!
I heard this song (written by Michael Mott) for the first time shortly after mom passed away and it explained exactly how I felt at that time. I was alone in a city where you have a lot of people around you. Friends and strangers. Some knows what you are going through, some don’t. Your friends tells you that if you need anything just call. You hear “I’m here for you” and you know that you can. But to take that action, and really call is impossible. There is a line “Who are you gonna call, what are you gonna say” and that line yelled out at me. I am one of those people who simply can not reach out when I’m in grief and need. The feeling of that no one cares what you do, when you do it or how you do it. You have so much people around you but you feel so alone.
I hope you like the song. It was so much fun to work with Paul Piper who did a marvelous job on arrangements, instruments and recording!
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